Notebook Writing #3

She has been complaining about the room lately, but i think it’s just another infatuation.  Her mood has gotten better since I have been giving her pain meds.  It hurts me to see her so somber like a drugged up mental patient.  I have given her a schedule of meds to take every hour on the hour; I am hoping this gives her the relaxation she needs.  I can understand why she is stressing about the room, it doesn’t really have a "cozy" feeling to it, its more like a nice dungeon.  Something about this house, I felt like I heard a women’s voice singing the other night while we slept.  It was as if she was calling to me.  I haven’t been feeling well lately and the weather will be changing soon so im more than likely just fussing. Goodnight